I saw this quote on one of my favorite astrologer's pages (Anne Ortelee) and I can't tell you how accurate it is in my life at this moment:
"In the end, only three things matter: how much you loved, how gently you lived, and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you." ~ Buddha
Letting go is one of the hardest things to do...at least for me it is...we strive to make things work. We all have goals and aspirations that keep us looking forward...and it seems as though the very things that keep us moving sometimes keep us stuck! I personally am one to give people the benefit of the doubt. I believe in people and don't mind doing so, even though I must admit...that I give more than 100 percent almost all of the time...being a Leo with an Ascendant in Scorpio...I always believe that anything is possible...but what happens when it's too late..what happens when you gave it 150 percent and now, when you are done is when they want to value you...it's true "You don't know what you have until you lose it!"
Some may not agree, but I believe that women being different from most men we wait, we think things will change and wait...and wait...and wait...only to wake up one day and realize THAT THEY WON'T and we are READY TO LEAVE...then what do you know...a miracle takes place and it's at that time...when you no longer have anything left that they feel as though they have received an epiphany of some sort and now things are clear and they want to change...the thing is that it's only temporary and even if it's not, its too late and you are over it...I mean really over it..and although part of you wishes you could go back and feel what you felt...the truth is you CAN'T not that you won't you just CAN'T, it's not there anymore...some of us may pretend it's still there, but it really isn't..some may live another ten years pretending, but I really don't believe that this is necessary. There is so much out there to live for...to fill you, to inpsire you...to make you feel like the woman that you were truly meant to be...So you see...no matter what...you owe it to yourself to be happy..everyone deserves that...some people make their kids an excuse, the family, finances, etc...but you see there really is no excuse when you chose YOU! It's all about you! You can't bring anyone a float if you are drowning and if you are living a mediocre life...YOU ARE DROWNING...bring yourself afloat live for you! It may seem like it gets worse but in reality it is SO MUCH BETTER!!!!!
Where this summer will end I don't know but I do know that it has had many ups and down and perhaps a few more to come...so we'll see where this trine leads me...
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