We survived the end of the world….

Another christmas has come and gone and yes…we are still here…we survived the end of the world…..I guess we all knew we would still be here…I along with many of you will always wonder if there was more than just a mere (I never got around to finish the calendar) in the Mayan's head for stopping the calendar on 12/21/12….I guess we'll never know.

One valuable lesson that I believe we have all learned is that life goes on…and on…and on…and on….what life has in store for us is up to us….it's time to change who we are and how we think of life in general…it's time to shift our focus into a more positive one…there is one quote that comes to mind that is quite appropriate at the moment….

"You are not in the world…the world is in you…." ZEN

Yes, the world is within us…each and everyone of us….it is important to always keep in mind that we have to forget what anyhow we feel and always remember what we DESERVE and make that a part of  living our lives.  If we aim for what we deserve we do not leave room for that which is harmful to us.  We deserve it all, and we will have it all!

No more excuses…those of us who want to make it to the top of our desires will find the path…those who do not will find excuses!  No more excuses!!

Today I will embark on a journey to the top of my desires….today I make a commitment to achieve all my dreams…today I make a commitment to myself!


What would it have been like to not have left my mother's womb after nine months?  Death I suppose not only for myself, but also for my mother.  It seems that in life we are constantly in need of "leaving"…thinking about it…after I left my mother's womb….that comfort zone where I knew I would be safe…I came into another safety zone…the comfort of my nest…my home…where I learned to crawl, to walk, to talk, and to love and be loved…then….soon enough I had to leave again…I had to go to school…..years passed and I became accustomed to this new comfort zone…only to find that thirteen years later I would once again have to leave….now it was time for the world…my world consisted of college…others went straight into the work force…but I was faced with life…with independence…my adult life began at this point…I didn't really know what that meant since my essence was still of a child.  My essence still wanted to be loved, understood and protected.  I had dreams, but realized that those dreams were scary….what was I to do at that point….well what any sensible person would…I chose a "HALF LIFE"….a "SAFE LIFE"….I stayed close to home I married but never truly gave my all…needless to say that failed…I can't say I failed…I had to live and learn….so here I am now….at a point where I am making a commitment to myself…it is time to come into my life…A time to finally leave the womb…a time to be born into myself…A time to need only of me…A time to be happy in my loneliness….to celebrate me…a time to be happy with ME!  My loneliness is not an isolation….for I am not alone…I have a loving family and great friends….my loneliness is instead mediation…..reflection…but most importantly it is the love of ME!  To some it may be difficult to understand how having so many people around and having so many people want me around, I would prefer to be alone….but it's time…it's time to let go of my ego and move forward to LIVE my BEST LIFE!!!!!!!